On My Blessed Day

As I celebrate my birthday alone today at this hour 12.50am, I am trying to recall what my life was like for the past years that I've spent in this world. I believe that my life is like a large puzzles that are comprised of many parts and all of those parts are important in order to see the fullness of what GOD has meant for my life. When I look back over my life there are so many parts of my puzzle that were full of happiness and also hurtful. I have no complaint on all those happiness puzzles that was fitted into my life except to thank God for them.

The only hurt that I am truly sorry of is my disobedience to the Lord and in my lack of awareness of who He truly was and who He was to me...to my life. Yes, I must admit that I am a Christian but am I a good Christian, a faithfully one? Or am I just the seasonal Christian who only rejoiced during Christmas day?

On this blessed day that God has given me another year of life, I really need to do a soul searching on who am I. I have before me good and evil, life or death, blessing and curses. Which of these puzzles have I chosen to filled my life all those years? I guess I have been holding on to old negative behaviors, stinking thinking and painful situations....things that the Lord has said to let go of because I believe what He has for me is so incredible that words can not describe it. It's time now for me to choose what the LORD has for me not what the world has for me.

To my family...thank you for all those wonderful years!

Warmest Regards,